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What is Enlightenment? Aahh...
enlightenment. What is it? An annoying red herring,
actually. The lights won't
suddenly turn on, and there will (probably) be no halo of light surrounding
you. What there will be
ultimately is a direct experience of reality and a state of absolute
freedom. That doesn't mean that
you will become the Buddha, or a magician, or that freedom means never
getting a red light. But if you still
get red lights in the traffic and you don't become the Buddha - or gain any
celebrity at all - never mind, I can promise you that you won't be bothered
by the traffic jams, and who you are will be the most authentic version of
yourself, not a pseudo-version
resulting from conditioning. You might be
expecting a detailed instruction on meditation, here. But no, we are going to start from
the beginning of the Yoga Sutras. The opening
statement of the Sutras (apart from "And now, to Yoga") is Yogascittavrittinirodha Yoga - union Citta - mind stuff Vritti - things that roll
over Nirodha – stop The next Sutra says, when
you're in a state where your mind stuff is not disturbed by thoughts,
reactions, ideas, opinions, concepts, etc, you are much closer to reality
than when you are locked into all the activity of the mind. They then go on to say
that the rest of the time, you identify yourself with all the ups and downs
and turn-arounds of the mind. It
is as though the see-saw imagines that its real nature is movement, and that
the ups and downs that the plank moves through is what it actually is. But when it is completely still we
realise its true nature: it is a
steady strong plank of wood, whose nature is never altered by all the ups and
downs it moves through. Then the next sutra begins
to describe what accounts for the volatility of the mind, and why at present
you're not able to experience reality directly. It says All Vrittis are either
Pleasurable or Painful To put this into context, look
into your own mind and you will find that every single thought is flavoured
by the quality of
"I like it" / "I don't like it". Every single one of your thoughts,
every single one of your perceptions, every single one of your reactions. Do you disagree? (Like it, or don't like it?) Find one that's neutral. You'll be looking a long time. Someone once said to me,
"What about the colour brown?
That's a neutral thought."
Do you think so too? But
what if I asked you, "Which do you prefer, blue or brown?" We soon find that even the most
apparently neutral idea is polarised. So why does it
matter? Well, because reality
isn't like that! Reality
is not polarised by your likes and dislikes. But your present experience of reality is! You experience reality through the
distorting filter of your like-it/don't-like-it mind. Instead of seeing reality as it is,
you imagine that the polarised view is realistic. From that compulsive polarising tendency of the mind arise
the deepest possible illusions, along with all the distress and disharmony
that they bring in train for most of us. We even have a polarised view of ourselves. So if you want to practise
Yoga for enlightenment, you could start by simply watching the polarising of
the mind. That's all for
starters. Become conscious of
it. Then we'll explore a bit
more. Have you been watching the polarisation of
the mind? Hard to see all at once the way it pervades our every glimpse
of reality. Did you recognise that one of the outcomes of getting free
of this polarisation is that you will never find 'the right answer'?
We tend to say, "If this is not right, then what is?" But you
can see that by doing that we only jump straight back into the polarised view
that the mind likes. So what is a good way to begin to become
at least a little less hidebound by the compulsions of the mind? One is
to practise a 'neither/nor' approach to processing information. Another
is to practice consciously becoming comfortable with uncertainty. And you will notice shortly after you
begin your practice, that uncertainty and vulnerability is the hallmark of
our experience of life. We prefer to imagine that we have certainty,
control and invulnerability. Such nonsense! But that is what our
compulsions are for - to keep us from encountering the scary fact of
uncertainty and vulnerability. Too bad that they also short-change us
in our ability to experience reality in its very nature! And then sometime later in your practice you will discover that uncertainty is OK, in fact it feels more like flying than the dreary mindset that wants to cling to control. And that a state of freedom and ease simply cannot be generated by the mind in its insistence on certainty, knowing and control. |
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